So I'd say maybe like 5 days ago I felt like I was on my way to a 6 pack and then a day later I looked 3 months pregnant.
Uh yeah so that was frustrating.
There's a few women out there who I find myself completely girl crushing over because they just know how to take life by the balls and KILL IT.
I look up to women who are hard working, healthy, fun, charismatic, 100% true to who they are, and if they can manage a successful relationship somewhere in there too, then more power to them.
Well you guys....! The time has finally come.
I'm getting my very first place with just myself...and my cooler half!
I. AM. STOKED.
Without knowing anything about it, the first thing I noticed was that I was EXTRA focused but had lots of energy (someone actually asked me if I took an adderall HA! No.)
I got home and was still loaded with energy so I dove into Google to get alllll the deets.
Sooo, this all started the other day. It was the day after my birthday, I actually didn't feel too hungover but I definitely felt like I didn't want to see or talk to anyone all day...like for sure not. You guys get that right?
You know how life is solid, everything's pretty good, you can't complain and then BOOM, fucking out of nowhere you are drowning in life, don't know why you're even on this planet, NO clue WTF you're doing or why you're doing it.
I've noticed this so much since I've moved to LA and it is seriously DRAINING.
So TODAY sure enough we leave the cupping appointment and I felt pretty good, but about 10 minutes later, SAME THING. haha It is INSANE. Like INSAAAAAAANE.
Who else thinks they're at this age where you feel like you should be 400 steps ahead in your career and then realize you had like 3 overdraft fees THIS MONTH. Find out how I learned to get a couple grand in my savings, pay off my credit card, and get my shit together.
OK. Lets just get right to it. I used to do the depo shot and it completely messed up my cycle and it involved getting a shot in my ass every 3 months so I ditched that and moved to the pill. The pill was whatever but I seriously ALWAYS forgot. Like I would take 3 in a day. Then my cycle was obviously all messed up again and my mood was all overrrr the place.
I'm constantly observing situations and wondering why people are the way they are. I want to know everyone's story and UNDERSTAND them. So with that said, since I do so much observing, I've seen a lot of the same situations and HEARD a lot of the same stories over and over and over anddddd over again.